You finally fall asleep.
It seems only minutes have gone by.
You hit snooze 4 or 5 times.
Until finding a reason to roll out of bed.
You drag yourself to the shower.
Mindlessly doing your routine.
You leave for school.
Time again to plaster on that smile you’ve rehearsed so well.
You go to class.
Everyone seems imaginary.
Or is it you?
Not really there.
The day drags on, until you’re finally done.
Time to go home, a short break until the parents arrive.
You sleep, because there’s nothing else to do.
You sleep, because although frightening, dreams can’t kill you.
You sleep, because the thought of staying awake might be the end of you.
I shouldn’t say this, but I really believe I tell can by your eyes that you’re in love with me.
Trust me, I’m afraid to loose you too. But you have to believe me when I say, I’m here for good.
Do you risk the friendship for a relationship you’re not sure will go anywhere, or just stay friends and live with the fact of knowing that you could be so much more?